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    <title>Sons of Perdition</title>
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      &lt;div class=&quot;author&quot;&gt;Directed by &lt;a href=&quot;/author/tyler-measom&quot;&gt;Tyler Measom&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href=&quot;/author/jennilyn-merten&quot;&gt;Jennilyn Merten&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class=&quot;publisher&quot;&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;/publisher/left-turn-films&quot;&gt;Left Turn Films&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/div&gt;    &lt;/div&gt;
    &lt;p&gt;Exiled boys from the Fundamentalist Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints (FLDS) have been making news and showing up on the pop culture radar for a while. From John Krakauer’s exposé &lt;em&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/1400032806?ie=UTF8&amp;amp;tag=feminrevie-20&amp;amp;linkCode=as2&amp;amp;camp=1789&amp;amp;creative=9325&amp;amp;creativeASIN=1400032806&quot;&gt;Under the Banner of Heaven&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/em&gt; and HBO polygamist drama &lt;em&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B000GTLQVW?ie=UTF8&amp;amp;tag=feminrevie-20&amp;amp;linkCode=as2&amp;amp;camp=1789&amp;amp;creative=9325&amp;amp;creativeASIN=B000GTLQVW&quot;&gt;Big Love&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/em&gt; to the conviction of former FLDS sect leader Warren Jeffs for accomplice rape last year, extremist Mormon sects are becoming increasingly well known outside of the regions they dominate and beyond the realm of religious scholars and the excommunicated.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://sonsofperditionthemovie.com/&quot;&gt;Sons of Perdition&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/em&gt;—named for a verse in the New Testament referring to traitor Judas Iscariot, as well as the LDS Church belief that anyone who leaves the church will be unable to receive the glory of God in the afterlife and suffer eternal punishment—follows, with unprecedented access, former FLDS youth from Hildale, Utah, and Colorado City, Arizona as they navigate the larger world post-expulsion. In many cases, young people are desperate to leave the compounds—colloquially “the Crick”—where they grew up with multiple mothers and dozens of siblings. But knowing what you don’t want doesn’t mean you’ll be prepared for life beyond indoctrination.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;The film profiles several religious refugees from the Crick in St. George, Utah, about thirty minutes from the compound, where many exiles live in group houses and tiny apartments as they try to navigate the bizarre world beyond their sheltered, faith-infused lives. In these extraordinary circumstances, it is possible to see just how great a distance thirty miles can be. St. George, where most of the youth set up camp, is where Warren Jeffs’ trial took place. For the exiles and allies living there, while they are often still connected to home, trying to help siblings and mothers escape their abusive lives, it is also a world totally removed from everything they have ever known.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;Most of the youth have never attended proper school, only taught math and religion on the compound. At seventeen, Joe has never seen a comic book, can barely read, and so genuinely confused about world history, he mixes up the names of Bill Clinton and Adolph Hitler. Joe’s sister doesn’t know the name or location of the nation’s capitol. Bruce, who is fifteen, is genuinely amazed to discover that Catholics believe in Jesus. All of them believe that by leaving the Crick, they will go to hell when they die.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;Young women, a commodity in polygamous sects, seemingly fare a bit better as they’re less likely to be exiled. But, that doesn’t mean their struggles are any less difficult in other ways. Many of the girls have been married off as early as thirteen and have children to bring along—or in the case of Joe’s twenty-four-year-old sister Sabrina, her four children were left behind. Trying to escape with too many young ones in tow simply isn’t feasible. At one point, after trying to help their mother run away several times, Sam calls his own father’s actions—continually impregnating his wives, forcing them to stay with him and their children on the compound—“modern day slavery.”&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;If the boys have coming-of-age rituals to emphasize their freedom—drinking, drug use, trying to get into public school to meet hot girls—the girls have their own rites of passage; namely, having their long hair cut and styled at the mall and casting off their floor-length skirts in favor of pants. A sympathetic couple that takes in many of the ex-FLDS youth frowns on delinquent behavior, ultimately forcing the young people to find their own way. This is the only part of the film that feels truly cruel on the other side of emancipation; it’s tough enough for Sam, Bruce, Joe, Sabrina, and their friends to cope with turning their backs on all they’ve ever known. To be doubly turned away from their second chance at a family and home life seems strangely intolerant and shameful.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;For people unfamiliar with extremist sects and fervent religious believers—anyone, for example, who found &lt;em&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B000KLQUV2?ie=UTF8&amp;amp;tag=feminrevie-20&amp;amp;linkCode=as2&amp;amp;camp=1789&amp;amp;creative=9325&amp;amp;creativeASIN=B000KLQUV2&quot;&gt;Jesus Camp&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/em&gt; to be shocking rather than a bit obvious—&lt;em&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://sonsofperditionthemovie.com/&quot;&gt;Sons of Perdition&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/em&gt; will amaze and startle you. Whether or not you’re knowledgeable about the ways the Fundamentalist Latter Day Saints enslave women and pit boys against men before casting them out forever, this educational film will break your heart.&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;div&gt;
      &lt;span class=&quot;reviewer-names&quot;&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Written by:&lt;/strong&gt; &lt;a href=&quot;/reviewer/brittany-shoot&quot;&gt;Brittany Shoot&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;, July 22nd 2010    &lt;/div&gt;
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      &lt;div class=&quot;author&quot;&gt;Directed by &lt;a href=&quot;/author/adam-sherman&quot;&gt;Adam Sherman&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class=&quot;publisher&quot;&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;/publisher/strand-releasing&quot;&gt;Strand Releasing&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/div&gt;    &lt;/div&gt;
    &lt;p&gt;I sat through this eighty-eight minute monstrosity two and half times. And the question that I’m still asking myself is, “What the fuck?”&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;Set sometimes during the eighties, &lt;em&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B003M5NSVS?ie=UTF8&amp;amp;tag=feminrevie-20&amp;amp;linkCode=as2&amp;amp;camp=1789&amp;amp;creative=9325&amp;amp;creativeASIN=B003M5NSVS&quot;&gt;Happiness Runs&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/em&gt; is the semi-autobiographical story of its tyro director. &lt;em&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B003M5NSVS?ie=UTF8&amp;amp;tag=feminrevie-20&amp;amp;linkCode=as2&amp;amp;camp=1789&amp;amp;creative=9325&amp;amp;creativeASIN=B003M5NSVS&quot;&gt;Happiness Runs&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/em&gt; centers on Victor (Mark L. Young), a teen who is desperate to escape from the hippie commune that he was born into. His terminally ill, inexplicably wealthy, and utterly disinterested mother (Andie MacDowell) has been brainwashed into single-handedly supporting the commune by Insley (Rutger Hauer), a creepy self-proclaimed “guru” who has impregnated most of the women on the compound.  When Insley isn’t hypnotizing his narcissistic adherents into complete submission, he is training Becky (Hannah Hall) to serve as a sex slave. Due to Insley’s indoctrination, Becky has become a drug-addicted promiscuous mess, having sex with nearly all the boys in the group.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;Victor, deeply in love with Becky, resents her naïve embrace of “free love” and repeatedly begs her to run away with him. To complicate matters, Victor’s mother absolutely refuses to give him any money. Because Victor doesn’t seem to understand that he can support himself by finding a job, he drifts from wild party to wild party with the other children in the cult, even half-heartedly drug-dealing, an enterprise which the adults hypocritically disapprove of. Due to their early exposure to drugs and sex, the children are all incredibly damaged, escaping the anger over parental neglect with varying forms of self-destructive behavior.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;Just like a lot of movies with a “sex, drugs, and rock n’ roll” theme, the women of &lt;em&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B003M5NSVS?ie=UTF8&amp;amp;tag=feminrevie-20&amp;amp;linkCode=as2&amp;amp;camp=1789&amp;amp;creative=9325&amp;amp;creativeASIN=B003M5NSVS&quot;&gt;Happiness Runs&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/em&gt; are routinely objectified. There are several instances of full frontal female nudity—the exposed female bodies juxtaposed with male bodies that are always covered with at least boxer shorts, if they aren’t completely clothed. The men and boys routinely use the women sexually, an attitude that the women seem to encourage. Becky is referred to as “everybody’s girlfriend,” not seeming to understand that the males in the commune aren’t automatically entitled to access to her body. She even goes so far as to climb into Victor’s bed, saying, “You can do whatever you want to me.”  The fact that Rachel (Laura Peters), the only girl in the bunch inclined to call the boys out on their disrespectful attitudes, is the “ugly” one that none of the boys seem to want is another slap at the women’s liberation movement.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;And &lt;em&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B003M5NSVS?ie=UTF8&amp;amp;tag=feminrevie-20&amp;amp;linkCode=as2&amp;amp;camp=1789&amp;amp;creative=9325&amp;amp;creativeASIN=B003M5NSVS&quot;&gt;Happiness Runs&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/em&gt; marries sexuality and violence in an especially disturbing way, with no fewer than three shots of Becky’s nude body covered in blood. (Becky also gets her hip thrown out during a bout of passionate sex; an event that amuses the boys to no end.) It’s been a long time since a film managed to offend most of my feminist sensibilities. Then again, it’s been a long time since I saw a movie this bad.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;I know I’ve spent entirely too much time critiquing the lifestyle choices of the characters. Unfortunately, this movie is so threadbare that I can’t adopt the Oscar Wilde standpoint of not concerning myself with the morality of the characters. The plot and character development are virtually non-existent. The pacing is slack with performances ranging from anemic to downright wooden; none of the actors are skilled or experienced enough to convincingly play world-weary addicts. The dialogue is so vapid and elliptical that it will put even the most committed viewer to sleep.  And the cinematography is uninspired. And, like many movies centered on impressionable drug-addled subjects, &lt;em&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B003M5NSVS?ie=UTF8&amp;amp;tag=feminrevie-20&amp;amp;linkCode=as2&amp;amp;camp=1789&amp;amp;creative=9325&amp;amp;creativeASIN=B003M5NSVS&quot;&gt;Happiness Runs&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/em&gt; repeatedly sinks into surrealistic dream sequences, over-relying on the visions’ hallucinogenic quality to drive the story.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;Please don’t waste your time with this one, kids. This movie sucked.&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;div&gt;
      &lt;span class=&quot;reviewer-names&quot;&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Written by:&lt;/strong&gt; &lt;a href=&quot;/reviewer/ebony-edwards-ellis&quot;&gt;Ebony Edwards-Ellis&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;, June 19th 2010    &lt;/div&gt;
    &lt;div class=&quot;tag-list&quot;&gt;Tags: &lt;a href=&quot;/tag/cults&quot;&gt;cults&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href=&quot;/tag/drugs&quot;&gt;drugs&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href=&quot;/tag/objectification&quot;&gt;objectification&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href=&quot;/tag/sex&quot;&gt;sex&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href=&quot;/tag/sexuality&quot;&gt;Sexuality&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href=&quot;/tag/violence&quot;&gt;violence&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/div&gt;    &lt;/div&gt;
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    &lt;p&gt;Don’t be fooled by the somewhat whimsical title of Jayanti Tamm’s memoir &lt;em&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/0307393925?ie=UTF8&amp;amp;tag=feminrevie-20&amp;amp;linkCode=as2&amp;amp;camp=1789&amp;amp;creative=9325&amp;amp;creativeASIN=0307393925&quot;&gt;Cartwheels in a Sari&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/em&gt;; this account of a young woman’s life as &quot;growing up cult&quot; couples the childlike innocence of a cartwheel with the feeling of inertia and tumbling; she sums this up in a passage from the end of the book: &quot;The inversion of my body, losing track of gravity and direction, was disorienting and delirious. From my vantage point, I saw Guru and all of the disciples upside-down, and no one else had... I did not know which was the correct way.&quot;&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;Nothing in the way of goat slaughtering or the sexual abuse, as some may associate with the dark ideas of cults, Jayanti Tamm’s experience of being born into the Sri Chinmoy Center is a more subtle meditation on the struggle with spiritual meaning and the hypocrisy of being and &#039;enlightened&#039; yet blind follower. Sri Chinmoy, who passed away in 2007, was a charismatic Indian &quot;Guru&quot; who lived in the Bronx. He gained notoriety in the late &#039;80s through weightlifting stunts and spiritual friendships with celebrities such as Carlos Santana and Richard Gere. 
Sri Chinmoy, or &quot;Guru,&quot; as he is referred throughout the book, essentially arranged the marriage of the two strangers who would become Tammi’s parents. Although they were married, sex was not allowed, but Tamm was conceived anyway. Through his ability to spin great PR, Guru blessed the embarrassing arrival of Tamm by calling her his &quot;Chosen One.&quot;&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;Throughout the memoir, one sees Tamm struggle with the yearning for spiritual harmony with the ideas of peace and love being spoken about around her and the everyday reality of observing the strange behaviours and hypocrisy of Guru’s followers. As her parents were too preoccupied with their own devotion—yet aware of their own hypocrisy in conceiving her—Tamm was allowed relative freedom and attended public schools. As an intelligent young woman whose heart was open to the world around her, Tamm grows up to search for something real. 
Her story is one with which we can all connect, even if we did not grow up with hour long meditations; having television, boys, and dancing banned; singing songs in a language we didn’t know; wearing saris to New York public schools; and being the Chosen One for a famous Guru. Tamm was a black sheep, the one who questioned her place in the world and saw things in ways the other people around her did not. More than anything, she wanted to find truth and meaning in a mixed up world. &lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;Tamm&#039;s anecdotes are moving and often funny. The memoir reads like a friend telling you crazy stories at a bar with the privilege of distance from what they felt at the time. We go up and down with her as she struggles to leave the cult, returns, is exiled to France, and is eventually expelled from the Sri Chinmoy Center in her twenties. From such a strange upbringing, Tamm seems relatively well-adjusted and is very open, thoughtful, and honest about the shaping of her ideas and personality. With a poignant ending, &lt;em&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/0307393925?ie=UTF8&amp;amp;tag=feminrevie-20&amp;amp;linkCode=as2&amp;amp;camp=1789&amp;amp;creative=9325&amp;amp;creativeASIN=0307393925&quot;&gt;Cartwheels in a Sari&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/em&gt; offers a unique view of one woman&#039;s effort to find meaning, hope, and a place to belong.&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;div&gt;
      &lt;span class=&quot;reviewer-names&quot;&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Written by:&lt;/strong&gt; &lt;a href=&quot;/reviewer/jyoti-roy&quot;&gt;Jyoti Roy&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;, April 14th 2009    &lt;/div&gt;
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